I used to tell myself nothing is ever as bad as it seems.
I used to tell myself that I’ll always have my family.
But apparently, I’m the one who makes everything bad happen.
I can honestly say my family doesn’t love me.
I have nothing and no one.
I keep saying to watch what you say cause it hurts. But being pushed down repeatedly not only mentally but physically is a whole different game.
I’ve never hated myself so much.
Idk how to make things better or if they even can get better.
beavis nd butthead watching the vma